lost

i'm trying to figure out the reason i'm here

at this place, at this time, in this condition

they say all thing are meant to be

that there are no exceptions

so why is it i'm meant to be lost

still searching, and hoping, and trying

as much as i pray and ask for signs

on how i'm suppossed to be

i find myself constantly looking back

getting stuck on shoulda,coulda,woulda been

there is no moral and anecdote to my ramblings

no happy conclusion to what i said

i guess i'm just venting, misdirecting questions

that should be asked of myself, instead

--Originally posted 9/01/06--